i never really thought that i'll live up to this year's birthday. seems like my last birthday and christmas wish did not come true. it really is not a bad idea to die on the same day i'm born. i really wish god.. or anything, can grant me this wish. anyone wanna kill me? will i have an incurable disease tomorrow? or even today.. i'd love to die, any way is fine for me as long as my life ends soon. Hopefully today. i really wish i'd be crush by a lorry or something.
too much feeling of anger, disappointment and sadness bottled up in me. why are my parents allowed to release their anger by telling and this and that to everybody around them? why am i not allowed to do so? whenever i tried to tell them my problems and all, no one ever EVER! seems to want to hear me out. am i such a bother?
i hate my dad. i hate everyone around me! or rather.... i hate myself.. i wish i don't even exist.
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Mei, don't give up... Sorry that I'm busy on something and very tired so seldom online... you can call my hp if you have any problem...
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