Thursday, June 11, 2009

Mind-crushing projects

i was planning to finish 1 of my project today (Research Methodology), so i got books and various information from e-libraries. at first scan, all the information i found seems useful, but when i really read into it.... useless craps was all over the article =.= i tried to look for more information and it took not longer than an hour that i had a major headache. i think my fever is getting to me again... honestly, why is it so hard for me to recover? i'm been coughing nonstop today. feels like my throat's gonna burst anytime soon. my group members for another project were just bystanders, they leave things. so eventually i had to do things myself (i wanna get good grades!!! darn it!)

i'm currently learning japanese on my own, due to financial problem i couldn't go for japanese classes. it's really fun to learn languages, even without teachers, i'd still work hard to learn as much as i can by myself. Nothing Is Impossible! *Mwahahahaha* *cough cough*

i've been delaying my artworks for deviantart. been really sick these past few days. today was better, but still... anyway, i finally got my Corel Painter IX. explored the brushes and colors 2 days ago, it's alot better than Adobe Photoshop. i mean in terms of color and brushes styles. gosh, i really need more than 24 hours a day! i mean, how am i going to do sooooooo many things in a day or two?! i wanna finish my story(but it's still stuck in chapter 1, as i'm darn busy nowadays with college and part-time), i wanna put up more artworks in deviantart, i wanna get more home part-time job, i wanna learn japanese/kanji, finish my assignments as soon as possible (i hate piles of homeworks on my table, i'd rather see mountains of cakes on it), i wanna quickly learn and get used to using my Bamboo Fun.... it's like so many unfinished business here...

and what's more, i'm working on a solo project (it wasn't for college or work), for my portfolio and my interest! i'm making a short animation. i won't be telling the title just yet cause' i'm currently at the stage of designing my characters and plot. and yeah, i think i need to do more research to make it better ^^ just... i really hope i can release something by.... like... around a month or two from now.

anyway! please look forward for more updates on my artworks and my slow-progress chapter 1 (it's sad to know the fact i'm still in chapter 1... when i can actually write something out in class for less than 30 minutes... be it, work or stories... kill me if i take more than half a year to write chapter 1... it's too saddening to know the fact. care to lend me your shoulder? *sobs*)

i heard The Sims 3 is out! Yoohoo!! i really want to play! BUT! i don't have the time *sobs* oh ms and mr lecturer! Have Mercy on the Poor me~! hope to get well soon!

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