The Beginning of BitterSweetCappucino...

people said i don't have confidence in myself. well, i admit i am. there's actually a reason to it, but i juz dun feel like telling anyone about it. is there a reason for me to express or confess my feelings and thoughts? i don't want anyone to sympathize me. it's my second semester in college now, and it is so different from what i had and how i was treated by people from my high school. i never really had a good and memorable time from high school. i don't even want to remember or recall 'em. its just so pointless and dissapointing. anyway i'm writing this just to express and let out what has been kept in my mind.